"From the great Light was born the First of the Serpents of Nar. The She-Dragon, Goldon'Geyzsron..." No one really knows where Goldon'Geyzsron comes from, or how it came to be. In it's universe, the legends say it was born form "the great Light", when all else was darkness and silence. Goldon'Geyzsron itself does not appear to recall it's creation, with the only thing it really remembers being "Lots of voices. Millions of them, perhaps. But they all belonged to a single entity, I'm sure of it. They told me to bring Light and Life where there was none- to....balance things out...." Goldon'Geyzsron soon realised that it wasn't a big fan of the everlasting silence in which it lived, and so it envisioned a creature- very similar to itself- and lo and behold, the creature came to be! The First of Goldon'Geyzsron's children- Gailas'staris, The King Of The Stars. Goldon'Geyzsron instantly knew that it will never again see a creature so beautiful in it's life. Later, it envisioned other creatures, which at some point came to be known as "Dragons"- it's other children....and Gailas'staris's siblings. Goldon'Geyzsron considered Gailas'staris to be the epitome of absolute perfection.....but it's other children....they would need more guidance and support.....something that Gailas'staris horribly misinterpreted as Goldon'Geyzsron loving his siblings more than him. So he lashed out at them- and slaughtered them all. His youngest brother, Ignis, was the only one who managed to put a fight, even if he lost in the end. Gailas'staris was SO proud of what he'd done, that he made a crown form the bones of his siblings, and gave it to his mother as a gift. Goldon'Geyzsron could not believe that such a horrible monster was.....her most beloved child.....in her agony and grief, Goldon'Geyzsron tore Gailas'staris's Soul out and devoured it, so that a part of him would eternally stay with her. She then exiled him from their universe, declaring that he could never return. All of this caused her SO much pain that it could never be put into words. She watched the most beloved of her children lose his Soul......although.....he had arguably lost it long before his mother physically removed it from him......(Dragons take names VERY seriously- it is a gift from Goldon'Geyzsron. Gailas'staris decided to throw his away into the dust and replace it with.....something more fitting....)
Even Apocrythan can't kill her, and he's been trying since like forever...but perhaps he's just been going about it in the completely wrong way...after all, it's probably best to strike when your enemy isn't expecting it...not just run up to their front door and be like "I'M GONNA KILL YOU"!!!! which is basically what Apocrythan always does, and it never works.
Goldon'Geyzsron very desperately clings to the idea that Apocrythan will eventually see the error of his ways....he never does, somewhat obviously, I would say, but....it was a nice, albeit foolish idea to have....